Surely
if you really meant it you jumped in the deep end and thrashed
around until you learnt, the hard way? Surely if you really meant it
you didn’t give yourself the freedom to take a small step, to not
have it all together? Surely, if you really meant it, you didn’t
practice the small things, the boring disciplines that seemed to
make no sense until you were in amongst the waves? Surely you didn’t
learn in an environment of mutual concern and encouragement?
Looking
back it’s clear my fourteen-year-old attitude dripped with pride.
Pride from the beginning. Pride that I didn’t practice any small
disciplines, or wear the flouro wetsuits, and pride that I had “made”
it and I could surf, eventually. The translation to the Christian
life is, uncanny!
Try-Hard
Spirituality
is characterized by the word “do”. It hears a sermon preached or
reads something from scripture and so desires to live it out. It
sees the picture of how things could be and exclaims, “That’s
what I want to be! That’s what I want to look like! In fact, I’m
going to be like that tomorrow!” It hears about a marathon that is
being run the next day, and decides to run in it, without having
prepared for it. The sentiment behind this approach to living the
Christian life appears honorable, but let’s examine its roots.
At
the heart of this spirituality is pride. It says “I have something
to offer - I can bring something to you Lord”. This certainly isn’t
true, in fact God’s attitude towards pride is rather confronting
(James 4:6). Try-hard spirituality is not attractive at all, it uses
so much effort in maintaining an image rather than being authentic.
It
sets itself up for failure, disappointment and disillusionment.
Recently I heard a friend of mine say that he wasn’t going to
church anymore because he was sick of messing up. For whatever
reason he had concluded that church was for people who tried hard
and succeeded---how the reality differs!
Try-hards
often super-spiritualize particular areas of life (sacred) whilst
dismissing others as evil---at best, neutral (secular). This doesn’t
have eyes to encounter the creator in the “ordinary”. For
example a character in a movie, a newborn baby, a jazz pianist, a
meal with close friends, a walk along a beach---all of these are
things that have spoken volumes to me about the Kingdom and led to
rich encounters with God. A try-hard spends a lot of energy shouting
the virtues of the word, and prayer---but fails to let God lead them
simply through the world he created, pausing to encounter him and to
grow towards maturity.
Train-Hard
Spirituality
is characterized by the word “yield”. It understands that it is
God’s will and initiative to take a person on in the faith, in
their personal growth and maturity. In fact God promises that the
very fact that this journey of growth has started, is a sure sign of
it’s completion (Philippians 1:6), we respond to God’s
initiative.
Train-Hard
Spirituality is effortless spirituality. By this I don’t mean it
is easy, or it doesn’t cost. Rather, it is effortless like a fit
surfer paddling into a wave or, in keeping with the recent Sydney
Olympics, Ian Thorpe powering through the pool or Cathy Freeman
running the 400m. The training that went on in the background, the
yielding to their goal, allows them to look graceful and effortless
in the actual event.
Effortless
spirituality is attractive. It has a fluid and organic view of life
and faith. It recognizes the big moves of God, but doesn’t limit
him to them, and holds a keen eye for appreciating and encountering
God in the small things.
Grace,
we must learn, is opposed to earning not to effort.
Spiritual
disciplines are not try-hard, they are a means of training, of
yielding to God and where he wants to take us. Recently I battled
with this question; if the Gospel is so powerful, how can a pastor
who is exposed to it so much have an affair and allow it to go on
for 18 months? The answer I came to is simple: the power of the
Gospel is only realized in those who are open to it, those who yield
to it. That means obeying his word, and being committed to
growing in understanding and experience of God.
The
challenge for the postmodern church is to be “…a poetic voice
in a prose flattened landscape…” as Michael Frost eloquently
encapsulates. Bring it on!
| Brad
Birt
is a 20 yr. old and currently around $7.000 through a Bachelor
of Theology. He resides in Perth, Western Australia where he
attends Mt Pleasant Baptist Church. His ministry involvement
includes the Young Adults Ministry, the music ministry
(playing guitar and songwriting), and preaching across the
city. In Brad’s “other life” he is the front man for
punk band “haste”, enjoys Cafés, good music and moonlit
walks along the beach… no, really. If he could be described
as anything he’d like to be seen as a catalyst for spiritual
growth. |